Rambles

It's come to my attention that I'm a rambler, no surprise there! But, isn't that what a blog is for?

Let the rambling begin...

I've changed my blog template- I thought the cute girly pink one is more "me".

Anti-depressants suck- I was on them for about 6 months with not a a lot of benefits other than some hellabad side-effects. I won't go into them... I decided I hated the side effects worse than being depressed. I went to the doctor recently for a follow-up and I said I HATED THEM! He laughed, prescribed me something else and gave me a schedule to taper off what I was taking. I didn't want to to take the new stuff either, so I'm not... I'm letting the endorphins from killer workouts everyday take care of my crazy brain problems. So, I'm officially off now, today is day three with nothing... I'm dizzy, nauseous, have crazy dreams, and really tired. When is this withdrawl from a mere 37mg gonna wear off? I can't even workout because I'm so dizzy, I fear I'll fall off the ellptical trainer. I haven't even had a chance to wear my NEW SHOES!!!

Do yourself a favor and don't do it, find some other healthy natural way to get over your problems... Workout, see a therapist, have a good cry but don't take anything that messes with your head. THIS SUCKS!

I love 24 Hour Fitness- Maybe it's because I'm paying for a membership, and feel guilty for not being able to use it the last few days. (see above rant) I certainly don't feel guilty for not using the treadmill I bought this winter that lives in my (air conditioned) garage. I haven't used it at all. My husband uses it frequently, but since he belongs to the gym now he hasn't been using it either... It just makes me wonder, how long it's going to sit in there before I list it on the Hallmark Intranet Want Ads.... Don't worry honey, I won't sell it. It's an awesome treadmill.

I love 24 Hour Fitness part 2- Today, I have finally noticed that all my hard work is paying off! I'm wearing a pair of jeans I haven't been able to for a looooooong time, and I'm wearing a cute pink Eddie Bauer T, that I haven't been able to wear in an even loooooooooonger time. It was too tight on my chunky arms! Not anymore! So here's the deal, I need to lose several more inches in the next two weeks to look smashing in a (believe it or not) gorgeous bridesmaid dress... I was instrumental in picking out the dresses. Anyway, I'm not the only one with this problem. I ordered the size that the manufacturer said corresponded with my measurements and it's too damn tight! All the girls are going through this, so I don't feel too bad. My goal now is to be the hottest bridesmaid on August 20!